What are my hopes for this blog? Well, the purpose of me starting this was for my own mental health. I would write every day, Monday through Friday and leave Saturday and Sunday to either relax or write my stories.

It started out that I was in a very bad place, mentally to which it led to it being physically. To which it wasn’t good for Haylee, my work, friends, or my family. So, something had to change, or I would lose everything.

So, I started this journey to make myself feel better. I then realized that the people in my life, family, friends, patients, we all have problems. Some problems to which we are too focused on the problem to find a solution, so we can heal properly.

Then there are the many personalities within my life to which each one handles everything differently. Yes, many people have different opinions and it’s alright, it’s good to be different. You will be able to learn different things on how to handle each situation if you are open to learning from it.

I want people to know that it is okay to think differently and that they are not alone. More importantly that they are not alone in anything that they come across. If they are feeling down, sad or if they have something going on in their lives. There are other people who may or may not have the same problem, but their solutions could help you within your own problem. Manly that there is hope and that they shouldn’t give up on themselves.

I even do letters to those I can’t talk to anymore. Even letters to which I wish that I could say but didn’t have the time or I didn’t know what to say. Maybe then one day I will gather up the courage to actually say what I want to say. For my peace.

There are too many lives that have been lost due to indifferences. Lost to unanswered questions. I just want to help those who don’t understand or don’t know what to do to get help. To let people know that they may seem like they are alone, and nobody cares but there is someone out there who does. You may know them, you may not but there is always someone who is willing to listen. Who knows that someone could end up being your next friend, your next support group or to whatever you need but there will always be someone for you.

I hope that one day there will be someone who sees or reads my work and realize that they are beautiful, wanted and special. That there are different options to this life. That you are not useless, that you’re important and you’re not alone.

Till then, be safe be well.